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i just wanted to thank all my friends that were here for me this weekend....especially last night and today.....



i would of never got thru this weekend with out you *hugs*



*sigh* it has been a year today that my mom passed away and it has been really hard on my dad and i could not be there for him.....



for the past year i have been living with denial that she is really gone....i have a very hard time excepting it.....every once in a while it hits home and i break down.....



i knew that was going to happen this weekend....i have been holding back the tears all week...i could feel them coming on and i would fight them back in.....



but b/c of all of you...i did not only cry this weekend.....i did a lot of laughing too....you were there to make me smile and laugh....and suported me thru the whole weekend....



there is too many of you to name all of you.....but you know who you are.....i love you all for it....*hugs*



i really am blessed with some special friends.....*smile*

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ladyofdragonrose
05:58 Apr 14 2008

well im glad i for one made you laugh...i stayed up all night with you and ive never laughed so hard. i have to admit this weekend was fun...glad we all were here for you *hugs*

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Sinora
07:49 Apr 14 2008

*Hugs*

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xxEmaeraldxx
23:09 Apr 23 2008

True friends are there for you in bad times as well as the good times. Support you when it's needed and just as much in return - I am happy you have found the love in true friendships and not hollow shells *hugs Tammy*

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some people think too high of themselves and think everything revolves around them....



instead of being a real man and finding out why things are done....he would rather use his big tough words and try to sound important....and make things up to make him look good....



well things are NOT done b/c of you and things do not revolve around you.....trust me you are not worth the time of day to worry about....



you have showed your mousie true colors too many times and shown you are not much of a man so i am not worried about what you think of me.......



i used to look up to you and think that you were somebody....but now i pitty you and feel sorry for what you really are.....a nobody....

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sockpuppet
09:37 Apr 10 2008

One definition of immaturity is an inability to grasp that that one's birth did not transform the world, and WC's call for a New World Order so he can exercise more influence rings a trifle hollow. His old world was never so old, nor his new so new, that he can afford to hurt true friends like you in the hope of finding new friends.

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xxEmaeraldxx
22:01 Apr 12 2008

They call that breed of man a whelp in my country, and he does sound like a whinge! Jesus, girl a man who can't stand on his own, aint worth a goddamn! You can't respect that no-how! It sounds like you made a good choice to blow him out, well done!

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they say that stress is good for you in your life......but how much is considered good and how much is crossing that line and pushing you over the edge....



i think i might be finding out where that line is soon enough lol



that old saying when it rains it pours....well i dont think it could come down any faster....



this Sunday it will be a year that my mom passed away...my dad is in rough shape already and not taking it well...and i have my family mad b/c i am not their to help him thru it....but i can not afford to go back right now........plus i have dealt with my mother's death diff than most............i have not excepted that she passed away and that we are having a fight right now and not talking is all....i know it is not the most healthy is way.....but it is my way to deal......



on that note.....i have some advice for you.... DO NOT GO TO BED MAD AT ANYONE YOU LOVE.....it really might be the last thing you say to them......*sigh* my mom passed away suddenly without any warning.....and we were fighting at the time....a stupid argument and both of us being stubborn would not phone and apologize and that is the last words i had with her.....so please make sure resolve things instead of let them go on......







then there was losing someone very close to me.....i went to visit the other day....it was like visiting a stranger.....i did not stay long ....that broke my heart...but i can not do anything about it so i must move on....it is hard though....it feels like a part of me is missing and will always be missing.....i still cry when i think about it....







i can go on and on about all the bad things in my life right now...but i am getting more depressed writing about it.....



there is a few good things going on in my life right now....they knew who they are *hugs*



my conclusion......i think besides working if i just stay drunk i think life will seem a whole lot better lol